MoOdy MoOooOooDy

haiz..dunno y..bt i've been feeling extremely moody today..e same feeling as Monday bluess...in fact worse than tat......

bleahz bleahz bleahz...dun feel like working...feels veri tiredz...feels veri veri moody...
had a tiff wif dearie..he dunno how to console mi..we both argued..dunno whether he got wat i meant..din wanna flare up and get angry wif him when he's busy wif his work..bt juz cant control myself..dun ask mi wat happened and dun ask mi why also..juz dun feel right..haiz haiz haiz...damn sianz.............it's been a long long time since i had tis feelin...

hmmm..dunno if other gers will be like mi also???flare up for no reason...juz feels down..dunno watta say...what will their bf do??will ey say nice sweet things to make the ger happy??wat do i reali wanna him to do??i dunno....juz wanna feel loved??feel tat someone cared??or wat??sometimes i reali wonder if it's a gd or bad thing tat guys dunno how to sweet talk..it's gd coz u noe ey wun be saying tat to every other ger..it's bad coz sometimes gers juz wanna/like to hear all those words...are all gers like mi??who likes to hear sweet sweet, romantic things??or is it onli mi??haiz........i guess it all depends on the personality of tat person..it's not tat i dun understand u're busy wif work..it's juz tat i feel u're not saying wat i wanna hear....bleahz bleahz bleahz...sianz..............ARGH!!!!!!

I realise i dun like ppl to tell mi watta do..i'm rather stubborn sometimes...also...i dun like it when u got nothing to say...or dunno watta say...it makes mi feel as if u dun care anymore....i wanna u to say something...anything.....n not leave it for mi to say somethings or make things beta......Bleahz.....

Everything seems so not rite today..except one thing..seeing prof khor back to take his things did brighten up my day abit...perhaps it's his fresh and smiley disposition..n the way he greet us..eva so lively..hehe maybe onli when he's not stressed he will be so chirpy..haha

PS: Is it reali tat hard to make mi feel beta?or is it tat u're stressed?or m i asking for too much..haiz...mayb mayb mayb....i dunnoooooo~~~~